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Soul Reflections was to have been be on the market September1. 2002. It did not make the deadline..everything went wrong...A few weeks ago, on my last NY teaching trip, one of my students arranged for me to visit the grave of the Lubavitscher Rebbe, Menachem Mendel Schneerson"ZL".
Much has happened in my life since then and I understood, that the Book was not ready for publication..One poem was missing...I wrote this poem on Oct 2. 2002 ..I had not planned on it...It ARRIVED...I became aware that completion could not be achieved without it. Now the book is moving right along for publication at the end of this month.
Everything happens in its own time, not our time, but when Hashem decides that the time is right! MAY WE SEE PEACE, AND THE MOSCHIACH IN OUR LIFETIME! AMEN
My Gift
Thank you to the Rebbe
Enlightenment is Offered to One Who Seeks:
A Beginning, An End, A Future -Today!
Forever Unaware on the Conscious Plane,
Knowledge to be felt, Yours and Mine Now!
Conceive your Own Perfection, Accept!
Wholeness, totally Experience Infinity
Universe, Yours is the Essence of Self.
The Light returns me Home I am Welcome!
Choices have Indicated My Journey;
Fast, furious Events, Reeling Emotions,
Intellect facing dark Nights of the Soul,
Illuminate my Perceptions... An Opening;
The Path Demands My Waiting, Yearning
Hope endlessly speeds the Celebration of Life.
My Beingness moves through the process,
Ignites Flames, Validates the Journey,
The fervent Quest, My Life! Existence.
Forgive Judgments, Foibles, Faithlessness
Free me! At last to Be To Fly
To Soar, Be One..Be Me! |
A Million Miles
Another Life, Another Time...
Through The Tunnel
...In, To Live-
...Out To Die-
I Have Come A Million Miles,
From Other Realms, From Other Spheres;
To Try Again.... Once More...
To Find Completion...
Help Me, Guide Me, Love Me, Trust Me, Feel Me,
Let Me Be Me…….
I Beg You!
I Remember The Tunnel, The Bright Lights
The Souls I Knew And Loved
Who Sent Me On My Way...
To This Life Time,
Who Cautioned...
Beware Beloved, Beware This Time....
To Live Correction...
I Carry With Me Birthright,
The Last Time....
Past Knowledge Of Lifetimes Spent
In Flight, In Deserts, In Forests, Villages,
Many Lands, Different Times;
Held, Loved, Powerfully Pursued,
Spent, Crying, Sighing, Wounded, Wailing,
Suffering, Burning, Screaming, Escaping...
Suffocating In The Dregs Of Blood.
I Look To Remember, To Feel, To Understand
Where I Have Been, What I Have Done...
How I Have To Be, What I Have To Know....
I Feel The Burn Of The Ages Upon My Breast.
Branded Crest Of The Fathers....
I Feel The Blood Of Sages Running Through My Veins,
Reminding Me..... You Are ... We Are ... They Are....
Universe Large And Small...
Still And Booming
Hear My Cry, My Pleading,
My Raging, My Furor, Delirium, Frenzy, My Ranting...
Save And Preserve The Child!
Don't Let It Slide Into The Abyss
Only To Be Lost Again....
Quench This Painful Need ...
The Fire Inside-
To Be Whole …To Be Sane
Open Mind … Heart, Soul … To Comprehend….
Experience, Savor, Taste, Feel,
Not To Have Lived Again Without Attainment….
Copyright ©2002 Miriam Jaskierowicz Arman
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AUTUMN
Giant Footsteps Of My Life-
Where Do You Lead Me?
So Soon!
From Reckless Youth, Abandon, Frolic:
To The Autumn Of My Days-
Thinking Foolishly I Would Live Forever.
Tattered Is My Heart To Know,
That You Exist Only Behind The Veil-
Me, Reaching Through The Clouds,
To Touch You One More Time,
Just Once.
Tell You Things, I Never Said.
Pity!
Where Is ME, Where Have I Gone?
Have You Forgotten The Child,
The Senseless, Hopeful Child Inside?
Joyful, Always Smiling, Idealistic...
Where Is SHE?
Lost World That Cannot See,
Will Not Hear Confessions,
Ranting Despair.
Look Deep Within The Heart Of Mankind;
Follow Me Into The Abyss Of My Being...
Am I So Transmuted,
So Jaded,
So Afraid,
To NOT Believe In Life Or Love?
Copyright ©2002 Miriam Jaskierowicz Arman
Break Through
Life, Revives Sparkles, Glimmers,
Surges Of Power And Strength,
Eyes Bright;
Electricity, Powerfully Illuminating:
Potent!
Alive, Resting Flow And Resisting,
Desperately Torn Apart, Yet Together,
Flying High, Yet Ground Bound :
Searching!
Remind Me Why I Am Here?
Reasons For My Existence?
Are There?
Measuring, Alluring, Remote, Resilient,
Innovative, Alive And Surviving.
Everyday Anew, Resolving To Be,
To Stay, To Exist
A Path Beyond The Day...
Reviving Bones From Dust And Ashes
Sent From Heaven To Earth Grave To Life.
Choices Constant, Never Ending Cycle:
Regeneration!
Brilliant Beams Of Light,
Flow Through The Center Of This Universe
Light Up My Life, Complete My Yearning....
Breath Of Life,
Culminating Spirit
Music,
The Song,
Balance In All Things.
Copyright ©2002 Miriam Jaskierowicz Arman
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Of Dreams Will Come
A Soul Never Quite Known,
A Life, Never Quite lived....
A Beauty Never Bloomed In Full -
In My Minds Eye,
I Behold The Person You Will Never Be.
In The Valley Of The Souls,
I Search To Bring You Back...
Journey Through Fire,
Illuminated By Love
And The Power Of My Dreams.
Thoughts,
Pure Color; That Scent Of Roses,
Silence And Strength For You-
For Us-
Choose Life, My Love!
Fly With Your Choices.
Sleep Precious One - Never Give Up!
Hell Will Swallow You're Soul -
But Reality Is Mine-
Your Direction?
Rebirth!
The Veil Of My Survival
Devastates My Senses,
Flower Of My Destiny -
Rainbow In The Depth Of Hades,
Illuminate My Soul!
Remind Me Whom I Love-
Don't Disappear... Ever!
Copyright ©2002 Miriam Jaskierowicz Arman
Dedicated to the Memory of My Beautiful Daughter Aviva
Reborn in Love
My Strength Will Come In Dreams
I Search, Believe, I Trust,
You Said:
Good Bye My Love, Don't Give Me Up!
Open The Door,
Enter The Dark,
Find Me.
Tenderness, Your Eyes, The Fire;
Your Tears Allure...
Think Only Of ME, My Love!
To The Sea,
Explore its Viscous Power-
Damned Be Those Who Voyage Beyond Death!
Let Rebirth Be Choice-
Not Only Perception-
Loosing My Mind?
No, No, Never....
Don't Dare Give Up-
Groping, Snarling,
Grasping At Life In Deaths Throws...
Go Beyond -
Don't Drown My Life, I Beg You.
I Dig At My Soul -
Accept Me.
I beg!
Battered Soul Of My Sacrifice.
Gateway To Hell-
I Won't Give Up-
For Love Alone!
Look At Me-
Fire Surrounds, Death Survives-
Scared To Wake The Morning....
You In My Arms - Eternally
Copyright ©2002 Miriam Jaskierowicz Arman
Bathing In Moonlight
Save The Words-
Flow Now, Give To Me...
Join The Resonance's Of Sounds,
That Speak Words Of Love...
Bind The Flowers Of Patience
Into A Wreath Of Understanding -
Secrets Spoken,
Moments Of Passion Released,
Caresses, Blessed By Peaceful Demands -
Looks Full Of Passion,
Unspoken Words Of Love,
Recognized, A Pair Of Eyes,
Slaves -
Gaze And Smile, To Show My Feelings...
Look At Me This Way-
I Want You Now!
Drink From The Sunlight,
Steal Precious Moments...
Moon Light I Bathe In,
Held Feelings,
Closing Every Door.
Brake My Silence-
I Need You To Touch Me.
Curtains Drawn, To Welcome The Dawn-
Heal With Light.
I Touch You Softly,
Drink Your Dreams With Kisses,
Forever And Always Imprinted On My Mind.
Copyright ©2002 Miriam Jaskierowicz Arman
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